Rihanna said the damage left from her unfortunate experience in love with Chris Brown, has left her afraid of falling in love again. Since her break with the rapper, Rihanna confessed that she fears of being hurt again.
“When I was in love, my happiness was immense,” Rihanna told the magazine, Harper’s Bazaar, in relation to her reference to her relationship with Brown, after their affair ended after an alleged beating. However, Rihanna admitted, “The way he made me feel priceless. And in the blink of an eye, it changed my life. All I wanted was gone. I would never want to feel a pain in my life.”
Rihanna also admitted that she finds it difficult to find a stable relationship. “I have been conservative in my love life. If I meet someone again, I’ll feel great. But for now, I do not let people into my life,” said the singer.
Rihanna and Chris Brown plan to make their relationship public during the ceremony of the Beat Awards 2012, which will be held in July 1.
According to Hollywoodlife.com, the couple is in hiding for some time and has agreed to resume their relationship, which broke in early 2009, because of a brutal beating Brown gave to Rihanna. The rumor that the former couple rekindling their romance, is lurking on the Internet, and appears to be imminent to confirm their relationship during a public event.
However, the only certainty is that since they both parted, they have lived a love-hate relationship. Also according to Hollywoodlife.com, the relationship has failed to materialize because Rihanna has decided to give Chris Brown another chance.
In recent months, Rihanna and Chris Brown had been in contact, despite the violent incident that happened in 2009. But now, the singer decided to “unfollow” her ex-boyfriend on Twitter. According to the TMZ website, Rihanna’s action comes shortly after the launch of a simple remix of Kanye West, TheraFlu, in which they collaborated with Brown.
What apparently bothered the singer was the content of the song. In the song, Brown was heard saying something like “do not mess with my old b*tches”. Shortly after Brown had issued the single, Rihanna stopped following him on the social network. Rumors say that Rihanna was the one referred by the song.
Brown, meanwhile, also failed to follow his ex-girlfriend on Twitter. On Rihanna’s birthday last February, the Barbadian singer mentioned that she is still in love with Chris.